Monday, August 08, 2005

Finally waking up

I was tired all week last week. I even went home early and had a nap on Monday. Then last night I had broken sleep so I'm tired again this morning. I've been grumpy and short with people and part of my broken sleep is from waking up with adrenaline surges from dreaming about being grumpy and short with people. I'm now on my second cup of strong black Redback percolated coffee (from malanda) and I'm waking up. I may actually get some productive work done today.
I resent being dependant on "drugs" to function though. I should be alert even when coffee free. I just know if I go cold turkey off the coffee it will be futile in the long run because I'm hooked on the whole coffee culture, Gloria Jeans white chocolate Mochas. I'll just end up needing it again after a week of suffering through withdrawal fatigue.

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